after one week of break up.
memories still will be flashing through my mind,
whenever passed by familiar places which we went before.
all this happy moment which belong to us only.

• how we always having fun when shopping in supermarket.
• waiting for time to strike 10pm and chiong to buy half price sushi.
• how he always sayang and hug me to sleep in the night time.
• how he take care of me when i was down with sick.
• how he coax me or i coax him whenever we quarrel.
• how he accompany me go work, go outing, play online game and etc.
• bring me go acarde to catch toys even though he know its wasting money.
• reminding me to take my asthma medicine everyday and night.
• greeting each other good morning and night by SMSes/Phone calls.
• how we prepare homecook meal for lunch/dinner at my home.
• bring me to my favourite places for lunch/dinner/supper/dessert.
• the days whereby we always play mahjong together with my family.
• how we snatch laptop just to play facebook's mahjong game.
• celebrating our important dates together (just the 2 of us).
• all those surprises he have gave me (happy)
• how he fall sleep when lying on my lap (such a pig)
• the way i massage for him whenever he is tired (he like it alot)
• the way he always jealous. (such a silly bendan boy)

still remember he promised to bring me to taiwan for holiday.
i know we no longer have chance to go oversea together anymore
but at least we went genting twice together with my family before (very happy).

seriously, i still miss him alot (miss his hugs and kisses)
miss the way he call me "girl/bendan" everytime.
wondering what he is doing everyday.
is he sad or happy after breaking up?

TO HIM:
all i wish is "he will pass his day everyday happily" and "take good care of himself" wherever he is. will find a girl who will truly love and take care of him with all her heart. he may have bad temper sometime and even walk away as he dont want to vent all those temper at his own girlfriend. (hope his future gf will try to bear with it)

i know i am silly to type all this out but i just want type all this to keep it as a memories in my personal blog. and remind me that i have once love a guy and spend my 2 years plus life with him before. thanks alot boy and "i love you"

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