x. JaSsmiineE .x

2012-01-23T22:50:00.001+08:00

我想你

I miss you

Saya Cinta Kamu

그리워해요 (keuriwoheyo)

pom kit teung koon (ผมคิดถึงคุณ)

さみしかったです (Samishi katta desu)

2012-01-10T17:31:00.001+08:00

2011-12-26T02:55:00.005+08:00

Why Is it so hard to find someone to care and love me?

Each time I started to have feeling with the guy, I always hope that we will have at least a chance to be together..

End up it wasn't like what I hoped for.
I have no one to celebrate Christmas with, like today.
(25 dec 2011)

It makes me so envy that most of my friends are enjoying themselves..

I am such a failure . . .

(I can't sleep at this time, I wanna drink!)

Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas :)

2011-12-23T13:06:00.002+08:00

It's true that we don't know
what we've got until we lose it.
But it's also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.

2011-12-20T15:12:00.006+08:00

TURNING PAGE

Written by: Ryan O'Neal (Sleeping At Last)

i've waited a hundred years.
but i'd wait a million more for you.
nothing prepared me for
what the privilege of being yours would do.

if i had only felt the warmth within your touch,
if i had only seen how you smile when you blush,
or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough,
i would have known what i was living for all along.
what i've been living for.

your love is my turning page,
where only the sweetest words remain.
every kiss is a cursive line,
every touch is a redefining phrase.

i surrender who i've been for who you are,
for nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart.
if i had only felt how it feels to be yours,
well, i would have known what I've been living for all along.
what i've been living for.

though we're tethered to the story we must tell,
when i saw you, well, i knew we'd tell it well.
with a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas.
like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

"I did something for the first time last night which i don't expect it"

2011-12-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

听到他的歌声让我再一次心动。。。

他的歌声就好像在吸引这每个周遭的人

我明明知道我们之间是不可能的，

但是我还是笨到无可救要。

还记得他很喜欢靠在我的肩膀。。。

有一次他还靠到睡着了，而我也慢慢的跟着睡去。

真想念那段一起过的日子。

好希望能在和他见面。。。

好想你 :)

郁可唯《好朋友只是朋友》

認識你也許我就足夠了
緣分的深淺我都不管了
可能你感動也看不見我心如刀割
哪怕很痛過至少就不算錯過
好朋友只是朋友還是朋友
不能夠佔有
好朋友瘋狂以後就一個人走
無所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留一點點溫柔
我知道什麽時候回頭
不打擾你的自由

2011-11-05T16:37:00.004+08:00

recently super lazy to update..haha!

actually never talk much to "him" for few weeks..

because i thought he will be busy with school and gaming

so never go disturb him until last few days, cannot stand it :x

so i go msn him and chatted with him! haha..

(arghh, feels much better after that)

well well well, i still do miss him alot ! :(

hopefully can get to see him soon..

yesterday went to meet up with SB's forum friends..

it is 2/3 years since i had meet them.. haha!

and even meet a few new faces like Panhui and Kelvin..

Elise actually surprised that i really went :)

actually, i feels abit scarescare when i am on my way there..

but lucky, i stay calm... and joke as usual! hehe..

just that when i feel bored i will kept use my phone :x

after dinner, we went to a pub near bugis to chill out..

Ordered 2 jugs of beer.. only me and elise drink the most!

so long didnt drink le :D hehehe.. kinda miss martell too!

around 2am, cab back home!

saturday, a day for me to slack and watch drama at home!

today heard my sister said, the new maid they hired is coming soon! oh my -_- cannot imagine sleep with a stranger together in a room.. nvm i shall bear with it :( few more months i will move out le :)

tomorrow will go meet stoics gang to check out coach and hotels for genting!

hehehe... alright i shall end here !!

2011-10-17T14:35:00.003+08:00

finally, i am back to singapore :D

last friday night went to genting with family..

actually it was not really a enjoyable trip!

because when i reached genting, i was down with flu :(

and abit of breathless.. i scare is asthma but no worries

because inhaler is with me, everyday 24 hours.. haha

second day, after breakfast went to shop awhile.

head to watons for flu pill.. and went back hotel with issac!

both of us sleep till dinner time then wake up.. haha!

third day, breakfast and shop awhile as usual!

after that went to Starbucks to chill out with sister and issac.

we sitted at there for more than 3 hours?

till issac even sleep on my lap! lol...

reached home around 9pm plus.

shag shag shag.. tired tired tired :O

i have been going in and out of shops to ask around

is there any prepaid card (with credit) that can go online..

(if i didnt remember wrongly from a friend)

but couldnt find it :( so wasted ! arghhh~

because i cant get to online to accompany him..

i just enjoyed the way we play "words for friends"

super hilarious .. hahaha~

JAY - 彩虹

看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著

你的聲音這麼輕我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就承受不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥

也是我選擇整瓶服下的毒藥

2011-10-13T02:06:00.004+08:00

today, after work went meet up with thestoics's friends

Dhoby Ghaut for dinner at Fish & Co.

and also to surpris alvin for his belated 22nd birthday's celebration.

actually should be 8 person (included me)

but end up queenie cant rush over as work cant finish.

so become i dating with six guys at once. LOL

actually wanted to watch "Real Steel" movie

end up never because of latecomers.

so we went plaza sing's mac donald to chill out till 11pm!

今天心情不错哦, 没有 emo emo :x

因为我正在陪着他玩 Facebook's Game (帮他解解闷)

虽然知道在过几个小时需要起床去上班..

但是没关系因为能陪他, 我已经满足了 *hehe*

2011-10-09T02:19:00.004+08:00

在我的人生里, 其中有一位很要好的男性朋友..

他的体贴, 温柔, 关心, 关怀真让我的心无法不去动摇

有他在就好像什么事情都可以决解

有他在的日子都是那么的热闹以及开心

他的微笑, 会让大家和我开心起来

他的拥抱, 是那么的温暖

我心里有数, 我们是绝对不可能的

我也只能默默的爱着他, 想着他

我选择不让他知道我的感受

是因为我不想到头来连好朋友都做不成

以免以后他躲开我

时间过的很快, 一转眼我已经单身了一年九个月

想到我的心又可以再一次动摇, 很真开心

但是到头来还是一场欢喜, 一场空!

敏敏, 你还真是世上最大最笨蛋的傻瓜

" 爱上一个不该爱的人 "

~~ 严爵 - 没有你怎么办 ~~
每个人这一辈子找友谊
骑着爱的感觉或者就是值得的
能够遇见你就算以后的
日子可能长到心痛还是谢谢你
原来爱情可以让人一夜长大
领悟从古至今所有的情话
没有你怎么办像我现在无法入眠
多想要和你聊聊天
没有你怎么办像我现在无法入眠
只想要你在我身边在我身边

2011-09-06T20:45:00.006+08:00

afterall, blog still is the best place for me to vent all my stress..

organised the first oversea trip for them and myself as well...

but why am i the only one worrying over this and that?

why cant everyone just be more cooperative?

in the first place, i am super looking forward for this trip...

but now, i seems to be tired over it because of problems..

i know i am not a good/well-organiser..

i shouldnt have made a decision without asking for everyone opinions..

i know i neglected some of them that is involved in this trip..

i know the way i speak/talk sometime do hurt or make them sad..

but all this are harmfulness.. (i apologised for what i had done/say to them)

Miss A told me i make her 心寒 (disappointed) and 心痛 (heart pain) at times

and tend to 忽略 (neglected) certain people's feelings..

yes i know i am, but did anyone neglected my feelings before?

i just feels like i am always all alone to fight war..

Mr B says i changed into another person.

my temper, attitude and etc changed from the first day he knew me..

i know he dont mean anything, he just being straight forward to me..

did i really changed?

even though i am like a joker/clown when go out..

laughing around with friends..

but i am also a human being too..

i also got my feelings and problems..

i also need care and concern from friends..

(i just hope after this KL trip, everyone will get to know and treasure each other more)

2011-06-27T11:54:00.004+08:00

i had been "missing in action" in my blog for very long time!

now i am back to update abit :p

I just love to hangout with my recent group of gaming friends lots lots :) hehe!

drinking /chill out sessions with them is always endless of fun..

Picture describe everything!

sometime when you have problems

it is good to go drink with friends

at least you will wont think so much but enjoying it.

i just love martell :) hehe..

2011-03-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

grrr.. stress is all over my head for my current project :(

even my dad can sense my stress as this few days

i had been giving him attitude due to pekcek and headache over it..

hais sorry :(

that client of mine is super fussy..

i can even sense it from the way we first communicate!

but i really hopefully this project will be a smooth one for me..

very easy to feel tired this few weeks due to working full 7 days a week!

monday to friday: 9am to 6pm (Family's Business)

saturday and sunday: 11am to 7/10pm (Cotton Candy)

i only get to rest in the night time

(which is also my gaming time)

hard for me to join family outing during sunday to puala ubin for fishing!

the most i can only join is the dinner part..

why working so hard?

just to save money for my HongKong Trip on May..

haha.. so i must 忍忍忍!

* i shall go back to continue my work :(*

2011-02-05T01:22:00.007+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all :D

two months since update! haha got miss me? :x (thick skin)

actually dont know what should i post here so less update..

everyday routine is always the same..

*eat-sleep-play-work*

this two days visiting family and relatives's houses..

gambling is always fun with family and relatives during chinese new year :)

this is what i always enjoy because of all the fun and laughter..

*kinship is the only thing that we should treasure*

a long holiday during cny :) but gonna starts work on 8 feb.

seems like days passed so fast.

just like when you blink your eye for once. haha!

a brand new year
lets forget the past
walk and look forward
work hard and strike for the best

Jasmine, i know you can do it.
good luck :)

2010-12-23T12:11:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday and Sunday, went Chinatown OG Shopping Mall for my first day of work alone. I'm working on retail line as sale promoter which lasts for 2 days as i cant endure the pain on my foot and i give up just like this.. maybe i am not really suitable for retail line.. or i am someone who is very easily give up.. either one of them..

experienced how is working life outside and good companion in the working place because of those chatty aunties in OG.. hahaha.. when they are bored, they will crap together to kills time! but bad part is need stand for so long :( and it is my first time stands for 10hours!

next day of work, happy that my family come to visit me even though it is my last day :) before that they went to bugis to visit for elder sister first..
so last weekend just ended like this!

this coming weekend gonna be damn long and free for me .__. lol!
ever since router was down last weekdays + working.. make me never play much of MFO..
even when i got free time i will try to bring office work go home do, watch tv, play with issac if not sleep early like 11pm plus! usually if play game i will mostly be sleeping at 2/3am plus! lol.. so should i thanks my router for changing my lifestyle? .___. hahaha! crazy...

tomorrow till sunday not working as parents going genting!
so mostly going airport with sisters, issac and maybe cousins to shop around.

omgomg, i feels like try to cook okonomiyaki (japanese pancake/pizza) this coming saturday which is christmas day at home! x__x hahaha!

2010-11-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

happy deepavali =)

went to my grandma house this afternoon.

meet up with lots of relatives and cousins.

have my lunch there and chit chat session with cousins =)

around 6am plus went back home with brother.

and walk drama awhile till fall asleep =.=

parents brought back dinner around 8pm plus..

continue to watch my drama again!

feeling abit headache and went to lie awhile..

so now going bed again! hahaha..

i am feeling like a PIG today! eat sleep eat sleep!

feels like a walking zombie nowaday!

everyday lock myself at home.. haha.

2010-10-31T22:53:00.004+08:00

Today is Cousins Day for us :)

3pm went to meet cousins (mum's side) in marina square for lunch @ Waraku!

shopshop walkwalk around and went to citylink to buy chicago popcorn !!!

OMG! the caramelcrisp is NICE but cannot eat too much if not will sick of it!

after that meet up with brother-in-law's brother and girlfriend and headed to Anderson Denmark Ice Cream :) hahaha! i just love ice cream so much x__x

oh well, if gundoo get to see this.. he sure nag at me =x hahahaa...

7pm plus went to ang mo kio to fetch nephew issac and brother-in-law is complaining hungry and craving for geylang's handmade noodle.. so we went down to have our late dinner :) and home sweet home!

we wanted to take photo of everyone and yet we all forgotten about it.. ahhh!

overall all i spent $50 today (and all is on foods) LOL! sinful!.. FATS!

2010-10-30T09:39:00.002+08:00

woah, tonight is halloween night!
haha quite envy those having girlfriend/boyfriend.
because they do have someone to accompany to go out with..

i was thinking whether wanna go on those gambling cruise with parents.
but thinking of that, i alone go sure very boring..
so i guess tonight i mostly will be rotting at home! haha..

yesterday heard this halloween event over radio

Halloween Fright Night! @ Asian Civilisations Museum
FREE ADMISSION!
http://www.acm.org.sg/exhibitions/eventdetail.asp?eventID=671

well guys, if nowhere to go! maybe can consider this =)

2010-10-27T11:32:00.005+08:00

Just finished watching the latest episode of 鍾無艷
find that this song is nice =)

李雅微 - 不下雨的星期一
this is part of the chrous

原来天空没有下雨
湿了的是我哭红的眼睛
滴答滴答滴答滴
我好想念你..

tomorrow morning gonna go back Changi General Hospital for my ear checkup again~ hais so sian, because need wake up early morning and ownself take bus go down alone.. sad! after that still must go back office alone (hopefully my dad is free to fetch me go back! hahaha..)

Today Issac is so eager to go school.. seems like he already getting used to go school !! and he is well-liked by everyone at there... once he went in everyone will be "issac issac issac" hahaha... as usual whenever he goes he sure will attract BEES (regardless of old/young/gender peoples) ! =x

Congrats to Bear Boss! finally, he got the courage to confess his love to the girl he likes =) hahaha.. felt happy and all the best to him.. remember to LAST LONG also!

什么都给你, 只要你开心

好想那被人疼爱的感觉

呵呵.. 我神经病了! =x

2010-10-26T13:50:00.002+08:00

What is happening to starhub mobile broadband nowaday?
morning reached office and wanted to send a email to my supplier end up until afternoon then sent over! zzz.. the connection kept cut on and off.. pissing me off seriously!

even my house starhub broadband will auto disconnect every night without failing!

my mum and sister also complaining about their mobile line nowaday.. those friends/relatives have been trying to call their mobile.. end up cant get through if not mobile is switch off.. but their mobile is actually on..

i have been waiting for new promotion broadband plan from singtel and m1.
so that i can change off the currect one in my office.

2010-10-22T15:22:00.010+08:00

i am so inactive in monster forest nowaday!

last week onward was busy with work so didnt play.
the most login, walkwalk and chatchat with friends/guildies
glad that having few of them active in game to help me manage the guild :)

thanks guys!

injured 3 fingers during work also =x one of it is infection!

and my got "nong/long" -__- my sister help me squeeze out
and pain like hell zzz....

this few days due till "haze" weather, my coughing turn bad and lead to breathless .. asthma! aww ~__~
couldn't stand it so yesterday night went to see doctor..
ate my medicine and went to bed!
good that i am feeling much better than yesterday :)
at least its under control.. hoping that the weather will turn better!

Just finished my korean drama

"Mischievous Kiss 恶作剧之吻"
so fast episode 16 has come to the end :(
well, this is a very nice idol drama :) *THUMB UP*
worth to watch ^___^v

a random printscreen i took 1 year ago in gundoo's facebook =x

2010-10-16T17:18:00.001+08:00

earlier on 4pm plus reached home, 5pm went to bed!
9.30pm woke up by a stupid dream!

its him! i dreamt of my ex-boyfriend -.-" that idiot. lol
dreamt of him and me on our way back to my home in bus!
wondering why i suddenly will go dreamt of him after breaking up for 9 months plus!

i told gundoo about it over facebook.
he told me "dreams are dreams, they wont come true one day.. they wont come true any day. That is why it is up to you whether to make that dreams come true or not."
and for sure i wont make that dream come true! LOL

Seriously, i dont miss that idiot at all =)
因为他不值得!

2010-10-12T02:18:00.002+08:00

我该从梦里清醒了。。。哈哈！别傻了

2010-10-08T03:04:00.004+08:00

本来是很困, 可是现在却睡不着了.

因为刚刚在床上翻来覆去..

不知道该这么办, 所以就来 blog了..

把我的心情给打出来..

那天因为我, 让你也放弃了...

我试着去挽回但你也一直说尽量

到头来还是一样..

我一直都在希望我们能够像以前..

日子一天一天过..

失望就一天一天在增加..

除了放弃, 我还有别的选择吗?

早已经习惯那样叫你..

因为我害怕所以要避自己不去这样叫..

我真的好想念你对我的宠爱..

好怀念当初的日子..

我真的很不想放弃, 不想失去..

教教我该这么办！

好想哭..

2010-09-20T17:25:00.009+08:00

Congratulation to Eldest Sister (Fanny) and Brother-In-Law (Eric) on their wedding 19 sept 2010 :)

yesterday is a tiring day for my family and relative!
wake up around 7am plus to start prepare for sister custom marriage~

8am plus, the bridegroom side arrived! and there goes out "Gate-Crashing" starts! hahaha~ after that 9am plus set off to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for some photo taking sessions.... 11am start to move on Bridegroom's house for 进茶 (tea-session)!

1pm went back my my house for 2nd 进茶 (tea-session)!
3pm plus went to paramount hotel for resting and
5pm plus preparing for wedding dinner...

sister appointed me to be in charge of the reception..
with the help from cousins bringing guests to their table..
hmm.. saw alot of uncles, aunties, sister's friends and relatives :)

i like sister's 1st march in hair style!
its like "Princess-Like" style~ so sweet!
my parents both are so handsome and pretty :D
compare to 2 years ago second sister's wedding~

my dad and uncle is so DRUNK! and make a fool of themselves yesterday and making everyone so over crazy and the place is full of laughter!

For my whole 22 years, this is the first time, i saw my dad
cried.. he was drunk for not over happy but sad after Fanny 育恩 sister's wedding
dinner.. (he kept said 我好心痛!.. 表面上看起来不疼她, 但是我疼在心里) and makes me cried after
telling sister over the phone earlier on!

(我养她三十年当然会心痛)
yesterday on
our way home in the car got a hokkien song singing " 后悔 "
he asked my 阿姨 to
on it louder (he very very emo last night after the
dinner) and he was like
a MERLION throwing up -.- 2nd brother-in-law and brother have to drag him from
downstair to back home!
hopefully sister will understand hows dad 疼 her~ and treat him
better in future! and same goes to me.. i will try my best not to make him angry
so often or talk back!

my mum told me: 你的爸爸很疼你们的, 只是没有表达出来!

2010-09-02T19:57:00.003+08:00

Finally, 22nd birthday is over :)

wow, had around 53 friends send their greeting/wishes to me on my facebook's wall post~ and thats make my mail is flooded with facebook's mails =x

THANK ALOT TO ALL THIS PEOPLES

- Family & Cousins

- MapleStory's Guild (TheStoics) & Friends

- SodaBeta's Friends

- MonsterForest'S Guild (Trinity) & Friends

- Sister's Friends

- Secondary Friends

- And Other Gaming's Friends

i just had a simple celebration by family last night.

we went Tampines One's Dian Xiao Er for dinner.

sibling brought my favourite cake "Choco Exotic" from four leaves :)

and a red packet from 2nd sister..

shop around and home sweet home !! hehe~

yaya, tomorrow going "MV Long Jie Asian Cruise"

which means, casino ship =x with brother and parents.

go see see since never go before...

2010-08-27T14:46:00.002+08:00

its been nearly two months since i last update my blog...
i was kinda lazy to update ~.~ *lazybum* haha..
since now in office nothing to do so i update abit :)

recently have been playing MFO (Monster Forest Online)..
knew a group of wonderful friends inside :) hehe..
and everyday make myself like a jail bird x__x

soon it will be my 22nd birthday on next wednesday~
aww.. once again i am getting older =x haha!
yesterday meet up with bear, cindy and queenie after work..
they treat me dinner at tampines swensen for my advance birthday :)
thanks alot guys ^^v

shall update till here! hehe~

2010-06-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 50th Birthday to Dad!
Happy 50th Birthday to Dad!
Happy 50th Birthday to Dad!
Happy 50th Birthday to Dad!
Happy 50th Birthday to Dad!

HAHHAA!!.. *CHEERS*

2010-06-13T00:11:00.005+08:00

went to someone website and came across this :)

What's Love

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

2010-06-07T10:35:00.003+08:00

Aww.. my flu is getting from bad to worst!

i think i have used more than 10 packets of tissue last night..

please call me "Flu Queen" or "TIssue Queen" lol -.-

earlier on dad drive me go buy medicine..

i am eating my medicine with cold water .. lol~

once again, i forgotten to bring my jacket go work ..

sad, aircon so cold -.-

i just hates those cheena womens

whom always called my office phone telling me

" 小姐, 我从xxxx 公司打来想要耽误您一点时间做个 survey "

and i will always replied

" 不好意思, 我没空! "

and hang up straight.. LOL!

2010-06-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

i am having my headache now, like brain going explode..

eyes also feeling abit tired and pain..

and my old flu is back haha which remind me of those days..

i did something stupid and silly which is crying! lol..

i guessed, i use too much energy to cry.. end up nearly asthma -.-

lucky i control it if not GG haha!..

currently listening to a song called

" Babyface -Wish That I Could Tell You"

2010-06-04T01:36:00.004+08:00

* clearing my blog's spider web * -.-"

anyhow update ba!

Dont know why i feels pain on the left side back this few days

zzzz... earlier on i stopped my game when the pain comes!

arghh... maybe is too tired -.- heck care~

i hate yesterday ! thats it..

feels that there is a wall in between..

even though its transparent..

somehow this feeling is so familiar like

what i had last time with i was with my ex zzz..

can i just numb myself in game?

and stop my mind from anyhow thinking..

*this entry sounds abit emo.. zzz*

2010-05-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

feeling so suay suay suay today ~.~

because afternoon "aunty visit"(not those human aunty)

making me so tired today.. *ROAR*

have been napping few times in office..

hope that tomorrow stomach wont cramp or what x.x

* PRAY HARD *

because need go out to some lawyer office

to do some sticking sticker works there..

* air-con, of course i dont mind help out hahaha...*

sad, i left 6 bucks~ but better than that time 20cents -.-

today, ate a bread for lunch till dinner time..

can save money plus controlling my 胃

so that wont be so greedy.. see what eat what!

that silly was busy rushing assignments this 2 days..

but he still find time to accompany me!

too bad, i cant accompany him till midnight because

next day need work :( if not i sure accompany him...

* jiayou! imy :D *

good night all *muacks* haha!

2010-05-15T21:50:00.006+08:00

knowing silly is emo-ing again
i cant do anything than letting him know
" i am always here for you no matter what "
just remember that.. okay?

Just wanna make him smile/laugh no matter what..
although he always told me "i didnt laugh or smile at all "
but its alright.. at least i did try my best :)
maybe one day, you will be laughing and smiling?
you wont know is when but that what i wanted..

Love is like once you step into it..
you will step even deeper and when you
tries to turn back
you wont see any path.. but can only walk forward
because its the only way....

2010-05-13T21:56:00.004+08:00

How Much Do I Really Mean To You?
" a question that have no answer to it "

2010-05-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

Grrr.... I just feel like crying !

2010-05-09T03:24:00.003+08:00

死猪 say nap for awhile and ask me wake him up
after 30min but end up i didnt.. haha!
because i know he didnt have enough sleep..
since he can sleep longer then let him sleep~

but who knows he suddenly wake up after 3 hours!
complained about hot because his house aircon spoilt for few days..
he have been sweating whole day.. haha!

last tuesday we started playing a new asiasoft CBT game.
(http://www.monsterforestsea.com/)
like those pokemon game.. haha!
now our pet already level 28.. "chiong chiong chiong"

next tuesday till friday, parents going bangkok~
so meaning no work!! weeeeeeeee....so damn happy!
but i got a feeling i am getting more and more slack..
parents have been complaining about my temper..
from bad to worst.. ROAR! *heck care*

maybe going bring issac and sister go pasir ris e!hub on tuesday afternoon for "Half Price Waffle Day @ Gelare" hahahaha.. craving for their ice cream waffle so badly x__x hopefully my uncle wont call me on tuesday to ask me go back office to help out -.-" if not i will be very very very sad zzzzz....

2010-05-02T02:21:00.004+08:00

someone told me:
" Jas is like a drug! "

earlier on went to "eat table - jia tok" with family.

their foods getting from bad to worst..

comparing every year we went..

as usual their last dish (dessert) is "red bean ice cream"

yummy yummy :) home sweet home around 11pm plus.

2010-04-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg ... jas emo-ing last night..
but feeling better after crying awhile!.. haha
dont ask me why emo...
i wont tell anyone x__x

its a secret..!!! hahaha..

coming to end of april..
meaning tons of works will be coming in ~.~
from slacking life to busy life start from may!
arghhhhhhh.... sian!

thanks for helping me forget him day by day~
and reminding me everyday to do my duty :)
谢谢, 笨蛋傻瓜! hahaha..

2010-04-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

so tired to type chinese wording one by one ~.~
haha! so today this post is ENGLISH ^^

yesterday, 1.30am wanted to lay on bed awhile..
end up i fall asleep -.-" with headphone and spec on!
ROAR..... sleep like DEAD PIG...
aroudn 4am suddenly wake up! and realised
i didnt off my laptop x__x
so faster off and went back sleep again...
hahaha..

today, dont even have work at all -.-
slacking~ slacking~ slacking~
around 4pm dad come fetch us to pass things to client.
and head off to thomson road for "monkey show"
hahahaha.. taken few shot of monkey by sister's hp
because my hp completely flat (no batt) -.- SAD!

just now realised the inhaler i using everyday left last one -.-
zzzzz... i have to go back polyclinic to get it... sian!
tonight jas going to sleep early ^^v hahaha!
nothing to update already x__x

猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪
*yawn*

2010-04-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

快三天没写我的部落格了... 呵呵!
Nearly, three days haven update my blog.. hehe!
这个月好悠闲, 没什么工作做!, 所以乱乱跑~
This month very Free, not much work thats why anyhow run~

下午和父母还有侄儿去庙里拜拜..
Afternoon went out with parents and nephew to temple..
然后就去约客户谈点东西..
After that went to meet client to dicuss some job.

谈好了就去超级市场买菜!
Finish diccussing, We went Supermarket~
因为妈咪今天煮饭 * 好棒 *
Because today mummy cooking dinner *hurray*
真开心~ 因为很想念吃她煮的饭 :(
So Happy~ Because miss her cooking :(
我买了一点零食和水果(草梅)
I brought some tibits and fruit (strawberry)
买好了就回公司接大姐一起回家...
brought finished, went back office to fetch sister go home..

真是的, 打华语并不容易啊 ~.~
hais, type chinese word is not a easy task ~.~
需要想着个想那个.. 又怕打错字
need to think this think that.. scare will type wrong word
*尴尬 Paiseh*

既是我满担心我的电话单 -.-
到现在都还没收到.. 真是急死人啊!
哈哈... 没办法只好走一步算一步了...

NIVLA , 加油啊! JIAYOU :)

2010-04-18T15:05:00.003+08:00

突然有点想念你... 好想再叫你一声 " 笨蛋 "
哈哈, 我真很傻... 傻到突然流泪!
真不知道为什么...哈哈!

没有我在你身边, 你是否真的快乐?
希望你能找到一个好女孩陪着你
我真心祝福你~ 幸福快乐~

我真的没事. 我会好好的!
因为我了解 : 有一種愛叫做放手

2010-04-17T02:36:00.004+08:00

呵呵, 第一次在部落格用华文
hehe, first time update blog with chinese
感觉好怪, 真的好怪! 有点不习惯
feeling weird, really weird! not used to it..
但是还挺特别的喔~ 哈哈!
But still quite special wor~ haha!

要是有错误~ 请多多包含 ^^
If you see any error mistake, please forgive ^^

你们现在的心情是如何?
How do you all feeling now?
快乐? 伤心? 思念? 生气? 郁闷? 害怕? 尴尬?
Happy? Sad? Missing? Angry? Boring? Afraid? Embrassas?

我现在感觉尴尬死了............!!!!!!!!
My feeling for now is EMBRASSASING.......!!!!!
因为刚刚发生一点事.....
Because earlier on happened something....
啊, 我的妈呀!! 这么办??
Oh my god ~!!! what should i do??
害我真不知道该这么继续下去~
Make me dont know how to contiune~

* 躲起来 *
* Hiding *

2010-04-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

so fast already 3 months passed..
life still have to go on hahaha...

i realised my miss for him have decrease...
which is good for me :) at least i wont emo anymore...
but still will think of him at times.. haha!

this month have been a slacking alot ~.~
because chinese lunar seventh month which is called 清明节
i want go holiday ahhhhhhhhhhh x___x

yesterday my dad really make me laughed till cried.
he suddenly went to shave his 胡子 zzzz...
my whole family also kept laughing nonstop..
so weird ~.~ hahahah!

i am off to game :D tatatututiti~

2010-04-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

yayayaya! nothing nothing nothing.....
*&^$%^*&(&&*$#@)(*#

ROAR! what am i thinking?

do i still love him?
do i still miss him?
do i still care for him?
have i forgotten about him?

am i lying to myself or is i ownself dont want face it?
even myself also dont know then how you know?
arghhh.. i think i going emo again ba ~.~

PEK CEK!

2010-03-28T00:44:00.003+08:00

This will be my number 460 posts in this blog :))

我的心真的很乱, 很乱

why do i always feels like mention him whenever i am chatting with friends?
if i mentioned about him i will to get abit of emotion..
then start to anyhow think again and again..
memories will flash through my eye..

: i need gaming awhile to stop myself from thinking him for time being.

getting more and more no life because
everyday work then home and gaming...
never really go out at all.. hais -.-
why i become like this....................................................

if not spent money like drink water till now going bankrupt
guess i need delay 1 month to pay my handphone bill.
because i was so stupid to use my n97 mini to surf net -.-
from normal $33 a month to now $60... arghh!

i shall end here :)

2010-03-23T22:46:00.010+08:00

finally, got time to update! because last friday went to genting with family and relative till sunday :) organised by cousins.. haha! because we got so many years never went genting together~ and i can go see see genting's casino as well since i am already passed age of 21 :)

1st day, reached around 1pm plus then waited for hotel after that theme park time! hahaha... my cousin kept said 我要玩哪个 you know what is it? its 360 degree flying coaster -.- everyone was going to faint but no choice accompany her to play.... we both kept shouting nonstop from haven move till end.. LOL! so funny!.. we have our dinner @ pizza hut :)

2nd day, morning went down KL by skyway and bus to shop till afternoon 2pm and went back genting. rest awhile before headed to casino.. lose sdg $50 and i run out of that place to go acarde to find cousins ~.~ because no kick at all.. i still like macau's jackpot machine :p hahah!
dinner @ old town with cousins :) shop around at first world then planning to play bowling but too many peoples on queue so give up.. went to lanshop to surf net for 1 hour before heading back hotel... dim sum supper treated by aunty @ shanghai 10

3rd day, breakfast @ hainan restaurant then follow by shop awhile with brother and went to pool place to find cousins.. brought coffeebean's double pure chocolate ice blended :) dinner @ toa payoh hai yang curry rice..

monday, sister turn to went genting with brother-in-law =/ haha.. lucky, not much work to do -.-! home sweet home after work.

today, morning raining so heavily.. my back is all wet ~.~ and i was in aircon room whole day! and that cause me to have flu... i was busy with my work till dont even have time for lunch! arghh! never mind, i can save money! like what i always say nowaday "never eat one meal wont die also.. hahah!"

alvin, please dont emo for too long!
because i feels so guilty ~.~

my cousin told me yesterday, she saw him at eunos busy
talking on the phone busy looking for someone..

once again, my mind start to anyhow think again.
why he comes eunos for?
who he will be meeting with? girl or guy?
meet for what? and etc.....

George Ang, please teach me how to forget you!
i cant stop thinking about you when i am busy working today.
i feels like crying but i cant cry out because i feel stupid.
i can only feel that you are enjoying your life nowaday..

i know i know.... i know i know....
even if you know i am in pain, u also wont do anything!
sick of missing him :( so i will play game till latelate!

男人，其实你不懂！

2010-03-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是

2010-03-16T16:26:00.004+08:00

How long do you takes to forget your ex-boyfriend?
1 week? 1 month? or 1 year?

i guess none of the above because we wont forget them as
they have once stepped into our life before..
we treated them as a memories whether it is good or bad.

i still think of him at times like last night before i sleep.
is it good or bad to think of him?
actually, think of him makes me more miserable only.
but what can i do? i just cant help it..

i was wondering,
why he can carry on his life like nothing happen
but i cant :( i am so useless!

like what my sisters have told me that time:
" find a new partner and slowly he will disappear"
which kinda sounds very unfair to the new partner..
but i shall let fate decide :)

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Sunday, afternoon cousin came over to my house to help me install the new router which i brought from him.. so that i can use internet and play game at home.. if not i gonna bring back my office's mobile broadband everyday -.- and if one day i happen to forget bring back office i will get scolded by my parents..... zzzz!

Saturday, meet jing for lunch at Fish & Co nearby PS
Ordered Seafood Platter for two :) *so yummy* hahahha!!.
after that went to slack around in PS till 6pm for out movie (Being Human).. i learnt a new word "Dadavianxiaovoo"! overall the movie not bad :) after movie we have nothing to do then we separate.. reached home around 10pm!..

2010-03-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

i am BACK to singapore! during last thursday to this tuesday happened alot of things during the trip ~.~ actually going hongkong for shopping as well but end up didnt go because my uncle was sick. so we got stuck in macau.

everyday only "eat, sleep, gamble" repeating nonstop.. actually i really very 大开眼界 when i reach macau.. their so called international airport is so suck -.- so laoya! and macau peoples attitude suck too... so rude ~.~ but one thing is the whole macau is really a GAMBLER PARADISE.. everywhere also have casino.. i went to quite a few with those adult :) and even played their jackpot machine.. i would said "50 50" for fun and not fun :x hahaha...

we didnt have our sleep on sunday night as our flight is on monday 2am. so we went to airport around 1am and wait until the airport staff come informed us about flight will be delayed due to weather! they were unsure what time is the exact time on behalf of Jetstar Airway.. so we contiuned to wait till 5am plus.. they still give us the same reply but estimation of time is afternoon 12.15pm.. so we decided to went out of the airport for breakfast as the airport totall suck -.- nothing to eat and shop~

around 11am we went back airport again.. their answer is still the same! so we contiuned to give them another chance by waiting again.. around 5pm plus some of the flight passengers and my group cant stand it.. so around 20-30 peoples went to find their staffs.. we bang the table, shouting here and there so they also do back the same until they give up.. and provide us hotel to stay for monday night and ferry from to hongkong on tuesday morning.. bus to hong kong airport for our flight to singapore..

this is my first time stay in a horrible hotel -.- can rate it less than 3 stars.. (hair stands).. but i got no choice :(( i was too tireddd so after bathe, dinner and i doze off on bed.. end up our passport have 1 page is full of macau chops because of all those delay ~.~!

i can said that Hong Kong International Airport is SO BIG and NICE! (really) but too bad we got not enough time to shop :(( after we check in the departure.. then we still need take skytrain, and bus to our plane and walk up ourselves to the plane which is so troublesome...

afterall abit regret to go for this trip ~.~ because spent alots.

hahaha.. my next trip i wanna go TAIWAN :((

gonna save more money..... hehehe ^^v

thats all for today! :)

2010-02-23T23:34:00.005+08:00

finally, the truth is reveal. .

i will move on and let all those past tense remain there.

make him regret for break-off with me.

i will completely forget him slowly day by day.

i will find a better guy than him 100%~ hahahaha ^^

sorry for last minute for not joining the maplers-bbq outing on this saturday.

as i am going macau and hongkong on this thursday :)

hahaha~ i shall go there 散散心 and shop till shiokshiok!.

*packing my stuff happily for the holiday*

2010-02-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

wishing everyone a

新年快乐

恭喜发财

万事如意

年年有余

發發發發發發發發!!!

and also to all the sweet lovely couples

情人节快乐

2010-02-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

break up of happy or sad 1 month? :)

i have already made up my mind after what he have replied me that day.
i will treat that he really have girlfriend (even if he really dont have).
if he really have, then wish him good luck and cherish her.

i shall bury my love for him, deep in my heart forever.
just remember that there is once a bendan (silly) girl truly love you before :)

2010-01-28T11:11:00.002+08:00

2 weeks 6 days,

going 3 weeks soon. my last sms to him is 1 week ago.
after that both of us never sms each other.
although i wanna sms him but i scare he will feel irritate by me.
so i never. i dont want him to hate or dislike me :(

last night i was lying on my bed hugging my baby stitch.
my sister asked me "do you still miss him?"
i replied "of cos, ever ynight before sleep will miss him because of baby stitch".
baby stitch represent him so no matter what happen i wont throw away.
that the only thing he left for me.
so i wanna kept it as a memories that belong to us only.

I MISS YOU~

early morning get scolding from my parents again.
know why? because i never concentrate on my work again.
make alot of mistake! repeating again and again in this 3 weeks.
the more i double check my work the more mistake i make.
i also dont want make mistake during work de. really dunno what i am doing :( so pekcek!

yesterday night, cousins gathering at my house. haha!
overall win $7 .. thanks to brother-in-law for helping :)
thanks yunyi cousin for dye-ing hair for me as well.

2010-01-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

2 weeks 1 day,

time passed so fast. already half a month since that day.
hope he is really doing fine :)

everynight before i sleep i sure will spray my medicine
after that said "goodnight, i loveyou" to my baby stitch and hug to sleep.
that baby stitch actually respresent him. he said before.
whenever i miss him i can hug it and imagine is him.
thats what i am doing everynight. which wont make me change at all.

every night before going sleep or during weekends free time i sure play game.
because life have change since that day.. i become abit lifeless ~.~ hais!
only game can kept me occupied.. when he is no longer belong to me!!

i kept have this thinking "if he patch back with me, i sure agree"
i know i am silly.. but i also know its impossible..
because he dont love me anymore :(
I MISS YOU SO BADLY :((

my leg still abit swollen and not so painful like before :(
i think because i never listen to the sin-seh.
as they told me dont take cold drinks -.-
i just cant resist it ~.~

today went to JB with my sister, brother-in-law and brother.
eat 1 magnum ice cream and went back singapore..
you guys must be thinking "why eat there?.. singapore no sell?"
its because we actually planned to shop around City Square
but when we reached there. the whole shopping centre is CLOSED!
there was a notice pasted on the glass but its in malay -.-

after that we went back singapore and shop around Causeway Point.
till my parents come fetch us. dinner @ lagoon with family :)

- BBQ Wanton Noodle
- Oyster Sauce Vegetable
- Dried Chilli Prawn
- Sugar Cane Juice

yummy yummy! so refreshing :D home sweet home after that.
my nephew BITE me :( its painful lor.. his tooth shape also can see -.-

2010-01-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

1 week 5 days,

removed my bandage yesterday and found out ankle still swollen abit.
so today went to visit another sin-seh which at ex-house bedok res nearby.
leg is super duper pain when the sin-seh rub it -.- i nearly cry out.
but i bear with it. i was thinking, how i wish he is beside me..
let me hold onto his hand.. and he will sayang me :(

once again i am being bandage for 2 days again!
total damaged: $32 (previous sin-seh) + $25 = $57

after that meet up with my family for dinner and home sweet home.
recently damn free! can update my blog so oftenly.. haha~

missing him is what everyday i am doing.
no matter what i wont stop myself from doing it.
he still stand a important place in my heart.
*really, i mean it*

to him, i may not stand in a important place in his heart.
but its okay. as long as i still love him. i am happy already.

goodnight, iloveyou to him :)

2010-01-18T23:35:00.005+08:00

1 week 3 days,

i have 1 month didnt see him at all already.
wondering did he slim down or put on weight?
i really miss him so badly :( even when i move house i still will imagine

if we are still together, where will he be sleeping in my room?
what buses he going to take to come my new house?
how long does he need to go back from my house to cck?
and so on and on......

i know what i typed here is just 一向情愿 only
afterall, those 5 stitch he brought for me still will accompany me
through out ever night to sleep. without them i really dunno how to sleep -.-
the 1st stitch he brought for me, i everyday sure hug to sleep!
*so warming*

i dont need go downtown east sell cotton candy anymore.
my uncle said if need help he will inform me to go.
now even worst because i got MORE FREE TIME to miss him.
HAHA! but also lucky that i can rest even longer :)

yesterday was busy moving house.
around noon time i fall down from staircase when walking too fast -.-
end up sprained my ankle. swollen like pig trotter.
my aunty send go around tampines area to find sin seh but all closed.
end up my dad ask me wait till 3pm plus then go paya lebah there to try luck.
spent almost 2 hours at the clinic -.- SO MANY PEOPLES!
after that went back home and unpack all my stuff.

time to sleep. night all :)
Saying "Good Night, I Love You Boy" every night in my heart.

HERES THE PIG TROTTER !!!

2010-01-16T16:13:00.003+08:00

1 week 1 day,

feeling better this 2 days but still will kept think and miss him.
even though is sad but didnt cry at all. now everything have to rely on myself.
lucky this 2 weeks never go downtown east to work because
last week was sick for 1 week including the break up :(
while this week moving house.

today didnt go work because semi moving house today.
just now went to ang mo kio to send nephew back to his granny house.
then ang mo kio hub nearby with family for lunch and shop around.
before going back bedok we brought KOI Milk Tea and 仙草奶冻 =)
first time trying. haha the mini pearls is so "Q" and nice. actually quite expensive -.-
but i think its worth la.

gundoo's mum have been hospitalized yesterday afternoon.
don worry gundoo. hope she will recover soon :)
take care and dont think so much!

2010-01-15T00:10:00.009+08:00

after one week of break up.
memories still will be flashing through my mind,
whenever passed by familiar places which we went before.
all this happy moment which belong to us only.

how we always having fun when shopping in supermarket.
waiting for time to strike 10pm and chiong to buy half price sushi.
how he always sayang and hug me to sleep in the night time.
how he take care of me when i was down with sick.
how he coax me or i coax him whenever we quarrel.
how he accompany me go work, go outing, play online game and etc.
bring me go acarde to catch toys even though he know its wasting money.
reminding me to take my asthma medicine everyday and night.
greeting each other good morning and night by SMSes/Phone calls.
how we prepare homecook meal for lunch/dinner at my home.
bring me to my favourite places for lunch/dinner/supper/dessert.
the days whereby we always play mahjong together with my family.
how we snatch laptop just to play facebook's mahjong game.
celebrating our important dates together (just the 2 of us).
all those surprises he have gave me (happy)
how he fall sleep when lying on my lap (such a pig)
the way i massage for him whenever he is tired (he like it alot)
the way he always jealous. (such a silly bendan boy)

still remember he promised to bring me to taiwan for holiday.
i know we no longer have chance to go oversea together anymore
but at least we went genting twice together with my family before (very happy).

seriously, i still miss him alot (miss his hugs and kisses)
miss the way he call me "girl/bendan" everytime.
wondering what he is doing everyday.
is he sad or happy after breaking up?

TO HIM:
all i wish is "he will pass his day everyday happily" and "take good care of himself" wherever he is. will find a girl who will truly love and take care of him with all her heart. he may have bad temper sometime and even walk away as he dont want to vent all those temper at his own girlfriend. (hope his future gf will try to bear with it)

i know i am silly to type all this out but i just want type all this to keep it as a memories in my personal blog. and remind me that i have once love a guy and spend my 2 years plus life with him before. thanks alot boy and "i love you"

2010-01-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

5th day of break up.

yesterday night was clearing my drawer thing as moving house.
saw alot of things related to him :(

; movie tickets which we watched together.
; valentine day's present (the fake roses).
; my birthday's present (the drawing by him).
; his birthday's present which leave it with me.
; twilight the moon novel he brought for me :(

pack all those stuffs then going to return him.
but i dunno when he is coming down to collect from me.

those stitch he brought for me i am not going to throw away as its very important to me :(
esp the baby stitch which follow me and accompany me sleep for 2 years.
he always told me that baby stitch is him :( but i know its not him anymore.

this morning memories flash thru my mind.
the first time i meet him at tampines gv for "License To Wed" movie
after movie we went long john silver for dinner and took bus to white sand.
as he bring me to a shop to buy "harshbrown pancake"
thats his favourite during army days. he will always buy before booking in.
after that shop around there till night time he send me home :(
that is our first date

and i cried after this memories flash thru my mind.

my mum kept asking what really hapen to us that make him break up.
when i was telling her halfway i cried :( because i really cannot control it.

reading thru all those entries i have blog last 2 years plus about us :(
time really fly very fast. 2 years plus of relationship ended like this.

i really love him alot :(
but he dont love me anymore.
there is nothing i can do about it.

*crying*

2010-01-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

3rd day of break up.

what i do always will link to him.

why why why why why why why why why.

i hate myself for doing wrong move that time.

i hate myself for relying him so much.

i hate myself for cant take it when he leave me.

i hate myself for not moving on.

i hate myself cant 专心 work this few days.

i hate myself for loving him more than he love me.

i hate myself, why does i still miss him.

i really hate myself :(

2010-01-09T21:39:00.008+08:00

just like what affy just told me in msn a few mintue ago.

day and night time is different.

i can make myself busy to stop me from thinking of him during day time.

which is easy.

while in the night time, i will start to think of him

which is difficult.

tears drop again.

JAS, u are so so so silly and stupid!

ya silly and stupid link to him also!

i got once asked him why he like me?

because of my silly and stupid-ness!

cry cry cry cry cry cry.

2 years 5 months 3 days

05-08-2007 to 08-01-2010

2010-01-08T20:23:00.014+08:00

ended. everything ended.

2 years 5 months 3 days of relationship.

05 August 2007 to 08 January 2010.

missing him so badly but cant do anything.

all i can only do is cry and stop, cry and stop, cry and stop.

i know this day will come. just that i refused to face it.

just suddenly feeling very helpless. no one to rely on in the future.

BE STRONG, JAS!

2010-01-03T23:13:00.005+08:00

thursday, sake sushi + shopping + steamboat + alley bar with juju and pris sweetie.
friday, selling cotton candy and stand for 8hours.
saturday, also selling cotton candy and stand for 10 hours
sunday, leg pain.. coughing non-stop.. breatheless and etc..

啊~ 好辛苦! 真希望你会在我身边照顾我!

cough and cough and cough.
i guess even if i really cough till die he also wont know.
2 days since we have talk or sms on phone.
he dont seems to worry about me.
and i slowly also numb about it.

my family all suspect he is having another girl outside.
but i really have no energy to go anyhow think about it.
all i just wanna ask him to sit down and we both talk about it.

got to start working tomorrow again!
SHAG~ hope tomorrow i wake up ALL PAIN WILL GONE please~

i shall end my post with this picture. (stolen from pris sweetie's blog)

emotion entry

2009-12-22T10:23:00.004+08:00

Will 2years plus Relationship fade so easily? or it is just my thinking.
we are like stranger more than couple.
we have lose communication.
we almost have a small quarrel each time we met.
i think he is tired of quarreling with me.
thats why he dont even wanna go out with me anymore?

how can a boyfriend push his own girlfriend to other guy?
is because he really dont love me anymore?
or wanted me to find another boyfriend?
my heart is aching where he is trying to push me to other guy.
does he know i am afraid of losing him?
i have already fall too deep into the well.
there is no ways i can climb up.

he almost everyday go out with friends and
when he told me, i just ask him go accompany his friend.
when reach home then give me a call. no matter how late i also will wait
just to hear his voice before i go to bed.

our phone converstion is getting shorter and shorter from few hours to now 1 min.

i forcing myself to work, to play game to stop thinking about it.
when the moment i stop i will think back again.
that is where my tear will flow out.

thanks for friend around me for your care and concern.
i am alright. i just wanna have some space to rant.
which is my personal blog.

sorry to those who invited me to their christmas celebration:
i dont think i will be celebrating christmas this year.
will go work to make myself busy :)

ALL I WANT IS JUST YOU, GEORGE ANG!

(sorry guys, suddenly so random)

2009-11-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you
♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you
♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you
♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you
♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you
♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you
♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you

:P ♥ BOY, i love you

2009-11-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

i know u will read this!

Few Days Ago,
i was using my mobile web to view a guy friend's profile and
happen to see one of his notes: My Love Declaration!
which posted on July! after 4 months then i found out.

i was so shocked after i had read it!
because the girl he referred in that note is me.
this is the ever first time a guy confessed to me like this x__x

well, he is like a love consultant to me!
always give me advice and console me whenever i have problem.
he treat me really very good and i really appreciated.

i ask how does he feel when typing that note?
he said: feeling lousy because its one side love. (he knew i have boyfriend)
i told him: u're not lousy. just that you like the wrong girl which is me =)

dunno why i kept thinking that "he felt inconfident & failure in love"
and he said he didnt. after awhile more he said he is tired and wants to go to bed.

i know something from him that he admire a girl for 3 years plus i think.
he was with her all the while even though that girl have a boyfriend.
this is what he always do "stand behind her and look after her"
he is such a 痴情男人! a good guy =) but he always said he is bad guy. haha

today, i asked him "i thought u like the girl? or u give up already"
he said all the while that girl is making used of him so he decided to move it!
and i am glad he did it =)

i still remember that time i was searching for downloading free song and happen to found his website and thats how we get to know each other for 2years plus but till now we have yet meet up even though he did asked to meet out before.

earlier on he mentioned: i give him false hope!
which makes me think even more and feeling so sorry towards him~

aaaaaaaaaaa eeeeeeeeeeee iiiiiiiiii oooooooooooo uuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!
mang ka li love you
THANK YOU, my friend! ^______________^

2009-10-17T12:10:00.002+08:00

i miss
i miss
i miss

HIM SO MUCH!

:(

once again i am back to update? hahas!
today is public holiday~ i should be working at pasir ris but i changed to tomorrow
because i going to meet my piggy boyfriend :p so long no go out le.
as he was busy :(

soon, i am going to move house.
my current house had been sold.
will be moving to tampines (sister's new house)

frankly speaking, i hate to move house =.=
so troublesome and tireddddddddddddd......
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

okay end of my post :x

iloveyou my boy :p

2009-09-24T15:16:00.014+08:00

Thanks everyone who came down to my 21st birthday celebration and gifts!

i know, its abit too late to post at here but i was too lazy to update haha so sorry ~.~
have a memorable day :) i wont forget even though being sabo haha..

have been working at pasir ris downtown east in my uncle's shop
for the pass 2 weeks for extra allowance :)

如果我拥有多一次的机会来许21岁愿望, 我会许:

我只想每天紧紧握着你那温柔的手, 我就很满足了!

洪顺贤, 我爱你!

i'm stupid, know why?
because i know he wont be reading my blog at all.

got once i asked him why do u like me?
he replied: i like ur stupid-ness & blur-ness!

what a silly boyfriend he is :)

2009-08-29T13:33:00.008+08:00

so fast today is 29 aug le.
last few months, i have been looking forward for today event.
because its my advanced 21st birthday chalet celebration @ downtown east :)

but i kinda got a sad than happy feeling for today.
because alot of them couldnt make it..
haissss~

just pray today will have a BIGBIG SUNNY DAY~
and Cloudy Night :)

actual day of birthday is: 1st sept :)
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! hahaha..

oh well, i shall update till here!
tomorrow will contiune :D

2009-08-19T11:48:00.005+08:00

my Bunny Baby Stitch :P

~.~ juju have been complaining again !!!
because i didnt update my blog :x hahaha...

because i busy with ym new blogshop again
hope you guys can support support me :)

Click here : http://the-littlecloset.blogspot.com

Selling PRE-ORDERs items :)

ok finish introducing my blogshop!
and now is update about tuesday outing with my queenie dear :P
so long never meet her le.... she have been complaining ~.~ awwww!
haha meet at after my work at ION Orchard and
plan to eat Swensen Ice Cream 1 For 1 Buffet..
BUT we saw the queue so long (20+ ppls) so we give up -.-

Went to The Soup Spoon for dinner.. i haven even finish my soup
and i am fulled because i talk alot ~.~ HAHAHA!!
after dinner, we went explore ion orchard =)
around 9pm plus both of us went back home!!!

next tuesday is meet her, cindy darling and sipei again :D
we decided to go try to swensen ice cream buffet again!!!
but this time we gonna go there early like 11am.. lol~
hope that we get to eat it :(

2009-08-13T16:08:00.006+08:00

Today topic is:

Feisty Princess needs bullets to fight, be her weapon

(Charmaine Lim Fan Xi)

*got to know all this from my online game dragonica*

http://dragonica.iahgames.com/news/newsArticle.aspx?id=141

Little Charmaine is 4, and has been fighting Stage 4 cancer for quite awhile.

An expensive drug treatment in the U.S.

will double her chances of survival, but requires a hefty sum of money.

Offical Website: http://ourfeistyprincess.com/

2009-08-07T10:23:00.003+08:00

complain complain complain!!!!!
my bf accidently tear off my beloved stitch soft toy's ear :((
and i sew it back in the night time -.-
poor baby stich :((

4th Aug 2009 (Tuesday),

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JACEMON COUSIN :D

Sister came back from taiwan trips.
and brought some gift for me which is "STITCH"
a soft toy stitch and Stitch's Hp Hanger!

5th Aug 2009 (Wednesday),

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO RAYMONG BROTHER :D
HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY to me and my silly boy x3

i went out for dinner with my family for brother birthday.
silly boy came down to find me secretly without telling me ~.~
he went to tampines mall's urban concept to buy the
stitch soft toy with bunny suit which i like it alot for out
but he wanted to buy for me.. i always reject him and said don waste money..
end up he still buy ~.~

end up that person said out of stock -.- so my bf order first.
have to wait till saturday / sunday then he can go collect.

6th Aug 2009 (Tuesday),
meet up with cinday darling for dinner at Century Square (Ramen Ten)
for the 99cents sushi.. after dinner went to mac and i give her some tutorials for photoshop :D brought some pies and went back home.

GOOD LUCK to boy's 2nd interview today!!! muacks

; iloveyou

2009-07-22T18:05:00.005+08:00

one week no update? OMG~

why why why why.......

because she is ADDICTED TO DRAGONICA! -.-

wuahahahhahaha :x now level 42 and exp is 31%

maybe later go grind mission map with friends again :D

yesterday boy came to my office and look for me..

then after work we take bus to ehub for dinner and

of cos my favourite WAFFLE ICE CREAM..

omgomgomg i just love gelare waffle ice cream.. so yummy!

home sweet home after that.

i just love PIE KIA :D

Sri Bistari's Franchise Advestisment on Van (thats my dad)

2009-07-10T02:09:00.001+08:00

If you're bored and you know it, clap your hands *clap clap*
If you're bored and you know it, clap your hands *clap clap*
If you're bored and you know it, then you really ought to show it,

If you're bored and you know it, clap your hands *clap clap*
If you're bored and you know it, kick your feet *kick kick*
If you're bored and you know it, kick your feet *kick kick*
If you're bored and you know it, then you really ought to show it,

If you're bored and you know it, ckick your feet *kick kick*
If you're bored and you know it, nod your head *nod nod*
If you're bored and you know it, nod your head *nod nod*
If you're bored and you know it, then you really ought to show it,
You're bored and you know it, nod your head *nod nod*

The chain must continue using the remaining "APPROPRIATE" body parts, then
you must get up from your seat and dance the tune once in front of your
computer. Without your boss looking. Or maybe in front of your boss.

LOL! this one is i found from juju's bored thread in IAHgame's forum which compose by someone hahahhaha so cute =P

2009-07-07T00:33:00.008+08:00

let you guys have a great laugh :))

shall blog about last week ~.~
if not someone gonna chase me update haha..

friday, after work went to Tampines 1 Mall and met up with boyfriend for dinner at Manpuku Japanese Gourmet Town! i ordered Pork Okonomiyaki :D (those pasar malam japanese pizza) oh my god.. its DAMN NICE!! too bad i didnt take picture for it because i was hungry -.-
while my boyfriend have chicken cutlet omelette rice :) after dinner shopp around and went back home ...

*click the name to check out their website :))

Saturday, went to work as usual and boyfriend tag along :) rush work till 4pm plus and went back home to rest awhile before bathing and went out.. met up with juju at cityhall mrt! and guess who came along? its MELONN aka DELONN~ hahaha.. surpising :D after that we headed down to funan IT mall and buy our dinner and headed to icafe..

copied from juju blog :p

juju making combo to achieve S rank... (what a pro.. )

delonn busy healing, hitting and telling me "got 1 jelly still behind!" (my ALARM.. reminding me every min/sec)

i busy cleaning the monsters left behind by juju while she chiong for combo.... (and that make me NO COMBO)

boyfriend is basically leeching there (what a noob LOL)

Things THEY learned that day:

Jas is kiasi in Dragonica (if die i must train back 3% -.-)

Jas has no faith in delonn's healer (is 100% no faith LOL)

we played till 10pm as the shopping centre only open till 10pm which makes us so SAD!!! we still thought can play even longer.. but never mind we can always go back :D hahaha! juju went back home by cab.. and me, boyfriend plus melonn take cab till his house and we switch to bus..

(thanks melonn for that trip even though never reach my house =x hahaha)

Sunday, rot at home with family and boyfriend :x
played dragonica's Chaos Map with juju :))
and level quite fast.. hahaha
current level is 36 :P

2009-06-22T10:10:00.002+08:00

this is my FIRST ROLLER SHUTTER which i designed :p

so happy because i am damn satisfy with it...

i thought it wont look nice when stick onto the roller sticker

but when i went to see it.. it is REALLY DAMN NICE and CHIO!!..

hahaha and this foodcourt is located at Tai Seng Ave :)

(heres come the pictures :p)

2009-06-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

poor boy spend 4 hours napping under my house void deck on saturday morning 4am plus because he went to his friend's house for mahjong and end up come to my house late in the middle of the night as he said he will come down find me in the night time but become so late -.- so i waited him till 3am and i cant stand it and went to bed... his hp completely battery flat -.- so he couldnt reach me at all also... *sayang boyboy* hahaha... 8am he came up to knock at my house door again.. this time my family opened door for him :x hahaha..

prepared and he went work with me together~ after work we went to ikea for chicken wings and potato salad!!! and giant for fun -.- around 5pm plus went back tampines mall to buy dinner and went straight home le... was webcaming with juju in the night time! hehe.. she cut her hair... like kimmi doll (look down to see hows kimmi doll look like)

hehehehe :)

today take mrt with boy.. he went home while i went down outram park to meet juju :) to exchange my 21st birthday key!.. but end up i didnt change x.x hahaha.. then we went to mac for lunch and thought of playing dragonica at there.. but the network is SUCK! -.- so we went to search for IAHgame cafe which is located at funan IT mall.. my first time playing game at lanshop ~.~ not used to their keyboard!.. well, will go down again with juju when we are free hehehe.... after that went for dinner near clarke quay and chatted awhile before we went home!

awww i miss myboyfriend!

and looking forward for next week batan trip :p

2009-06-18T11:48:00.003+08:00

*happy* everything is okay le :) haha..

yesterday and just now help boy to train his acher to level 19..

tonight will level 20 then do 2nd job for him :)

after that will start to train my battlemage hehehe...

this coming sunday will meet juju to go his dad's working place

to trade in my 21st gold key to another design..

because that time i anyhow choose -.- and now regret! hahaha...

2009-06-17T09:47:00.002+08:00

i will still treat her like my friend no matter what :)

can the clock turn back? i do hope so..

i don wish to let people hate/dislike me ~.~

its very 辛苦

2009-06-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :)

earlier on went house nearby's coffeeshop for dinner plus
celebrate daddy's birthday with family and cousins..
after that go home bath and play dragonica to make my char to level 25..
something happen!... which i dont wish to........

i think i really dunno her well enough ba..
but i do treat her like one of my bestie.. hais....
maybe its a wrong move to play new game..
what i have told you.. believe it or not, you decide ba~

; FRAGIL

i miss my stitch! he is in the kitchen alone because not dry yet..
as my sister bring him to swimming last weekend -.-

2009-06-14T02:57:00.004+08:00

11 june,
the day where the first laptop which i owned in this 20 years!.. hehehe i am so damn happy~ because i dont need to snatch home computer with my siblings at home anymore.. hahahaha... its a normal laptop: Acer Extensa 4630Z model (introduced by my cousin) as long as i can play my game and do work.. i don mind which brand i using! haha

12 june,
went to work as usual.. parents went back home to prepare for their journey to genting! thanks to brother-in-law ;) he send me home by bike!.. i think i got phobia towards bike -.- i am scare~ i dont even dare to move.... my palm is sweating! lol... and my cousin send my sister home... reached home not long then take bus to bedok interchange to meet boy up for dinner :)

13 june,
went to sim lim square in the afternoon with boy to search for laptop pouch :) then follow by STEAMBOAT to dinner... have been craving since months but kinda sad that not much food variety -.- make me so regret for not choosing $18 steamboat but $15 steamboat :x hahaha... after that go back home and play dragonica with boy :D he also start to like this game... i did my 2nd job earlier on with the help of kel and his friends :) thanks haha..

awww, so sad :( dunno why my steps online cant play in my lappy.. have been install/re-installed for so many times -.- should i just give up? :(

just now playing webcam with juju :P so fun sia~ hahaha... i shall post up some screenshots later when i wake u.. HAHAHAHA! alright, i shall go have some sleep.. tomorrow need to do some housework before parents come back :x and dad's birthday is coming soon~

2009-06-10T12:48:00.003+08:00

Grats boy finally ORD on o6 June 2oo9 and also found his job :)
and happy belated birthday to boy's mum! :x hahaha..

this is a snapshot taken by my friend to me :)
haha a shop in malaysia which sells alot of STITCH! hehehe...
so cute ~.~ i want i want...

i have a good news~ i will be going one-day trip to batam on 27 june organised by juju..
finally, i can go out of singapore -.-and with accompany by boy also :)

have been playing dragonica :p but only level 14 magician because previously was playing theif.. but very hard to train so i create one more character..

2009-06-04T13:15:00.005+08:00

what the FISH.... dont tell me wisdom tooth is coming back to find me again !!!
no chocie but to take panadol to decrease the pain~ i am not going to spend another $50 to see denist just to take pain killer and x-ray like last time -.- waste of time and money only...

yesterday meet boy after work for dinner @ hihon mura (tampines swimming complex)
few weeks didnt have japanese food.. and i am loving it =p *yummy*

Abit stressed this week.. one foodcourt job not yet complete and another one coffeeshop job follow up~ still got those individual food stalls -.- arghhhhhhh.. just hope that i can finish everything quick and fast.. roar!!

Recently abit sick of steps online.. thinking of quitting and find new game to play!
but then steps update a new marry system -.- make me have a urge to go back play few days before i jump to new online game which is introduced by juju and kel called "Dragonica"

http://dragonica.iahgames.com/ (its under construction now, so please visit later)

i have think very long for my nick in dragonica~
finally i ame out with this *(Jasyris) :)
its sounds like cherish.. hehehe~ not bad right? :P
my nick need to have at least "JAS"
if not when other gamers call me then i sure dunno and wont reply -.-
hahaha...

maybe i will change my bloglink to jasyris.blogspot.com :x

又饿又冷 ! -.-
waiting for my lunch to be back

2009-05-30T12:44:00.003+08:00

12days since i last update! as you all can see..
i am always a lazy pig~ hahaha..
recently this weeks is busy with my work ~.~ from monday OT till wednesday because of a foodcourt @ tai seng avenue.. so most likely next week will have OT as well..

*JASmine 加油! :D

yesterday recieved a call from my client said i type left out two prices for that food in the menu~ awwwww... mistake again! why cant i just focus -.- so angry with myself :( but i still waiting for that client to call back me see whether need reprint anot.. if need reprint then my salary will need to deduct $60 ~.~

*JASmine PRAY HARD that the menu dont need reprint

Recently juju very stressed..
i dunno how to help her.........
i am someone who dunno how to comfort friends -.-
feeling suck.. sorry juju :((

*JASmine wants juju to be happy always!

yesterday went down to pasir ris's downtown east to find my uncle plus book chalet for my upcoming 21st birthday celebration @ end of august.. then that person told me today then i can book for the date i want -.- and is much more cheaper.. so i ask my uncle to help me book since they are the cardholder for NTUC member and the chalet only cost $202~ if without NTUC card the price will be $400 plus -_-" its was like daylight robbery? hahaha...

i already have a list of friends i wanna invite :D
so friends, please make yourself free ~.~ thanks!

*JASmine waiting for her birthday to reach :x

okay end of my post :))
shall update again after few days heheheh~

2009-05-29T15:59:00.000+08:00

出生一张纸，开始一辈子；

毕业一张纸，奋斗一辈子；

婚姻一张纸，折磨一辈子；

做官一张纸, 斗争一辈子；

金钱一张纸，辛苦一辈子；

荣誉一张纸，虚名一辈子；

看病一张纸，痛苦一辈子；

悼词一张纸，了结一辈子...

updated later when i got free time!

2009-05-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

let me recall about last 2 weeks outing? hahaha!
if i don update now.. someone gonna chase me haha,,

8th may,
went out with SB-ers to suki japanese restaurant for dinner @ killney road
the laughter + gossip is all we had thru out the eating.. haha~!
after dinner they went to slack while i went back home..
its sad that i cant join because i am really broke...
going two weeks never go out with them le :x

i actually forget the date which me and
family go celebrate mother day :x haha!
as usual went to eat ala-carte seafood to celebrate...
anyway "Happy Belated Mother Day" to all MUMMYs :X hahha~

okay the rest i cant remember le -.- sorry!
too long no update :x

yesterday went to JB with my mum, sister, auntie and uncle to shopshop!
i am so desperate for shoe because my shoe middle got a hole LOL!!...
reached home around 4pm plus... then go home rest awhile
around 5pm went to bedok interchange to
meet boyfriend for dinner at kfc :)

silly boyfriend brought something for me ~.~
* its twilight's novel *
thats something i wanted to buy but no money so thinking of lending from friends.
i told him dont need waste money buy the rest of the books..
but he kept ask me read finish then say.. faints*
boy, thanks :) i love you *muacks..

okay time to offline :)
night guys hehehe... byeeeeeeee~

2009-05-04T11:36:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 23TH BIRTHDAY TO BEAR =)

Last friday [1st May - Labour Day],

organised a birthday celebration outing for thestoics's guild master [BEAR].. i went to meet cindy early for hunting cake at marina square~ ordered cake and went to collect movie tickets and waited for the rest to come.. after movie the rest of them went to popeye to wait for seat while me and cindy went to collect cake and brought a surprise for bear :)

Surprise: A Happy Birthday Winnie the Pooh's Balloon
with a Care Bear holding on it! (bear, was damn paiseh to take it :x
so end up he gave the balloon to a kid while he take home the carebear)

Activtive of the day :
first - [17 Again] movie @ marina square's gv with 14 peoples
second - Dinner @ Popeye [Singapore Flyer there] with 17 peoples..
third - Cutting of Bear's Birthday Cake
fourth - Acarde @ Marina Square
Lastly - home sweet home :))

Glad that everyone have fun! haha~
will try to organised more different outings..
you guys rawks :)

will upload photo here when cindy send me :p

2009-04-30T17:15:00.005+08:00

Are you friend trustworthy?

heres my story:
i got a primary friends who is same name
but different surname as me (jasmine tan)..
we did contact thru msn.. and both got exchange contact number...
on 17apr she suddenly come msn me.. asking me for help..
she need to lend money from me to transfer to a shop call "Mighty Tee"
but she is not in singapore so i lend her first as i trust her..
she also promised me to transfer back by the next day!

after the next day, i noticed she didnt transfer back to me
so i sms her.. she replied said
"so sorry i still at malaysia, when i come back sg i will transfer to you.."
and i replied "okay" after few days, i sms her again
but she didnt reply me at all.. until yesterday i called
and its sg line but she didnt answer it... i started to get panic -.-
because i think that she really avoiding me!

if she really dont have money she can tell me and not by avoiding me..
making me so disappointed at her because her trust only worth $62!!
i shall use this $62 to buy a lesson~

i use my blogshop's customer refund money to lend her first..
while i delay returning them.. end up she treat me like this!!!
so i got no choice but to lend money from my sister to return them..
well, i really damn regret lending her money even though its not big sum of money..

so this is my advice:
dont ever be so kind to lend money to your friends..
even he/she is ur close ones!

2009-04-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

back to blog again :D

finally the foodlink express (coffeeshop) @ tanjong pagar plaza has finally settled!!
client is satisfy with my design :p haha.. so happy :))

last week i got a job which located at woodland mrt 's store..
i think if those who went woodland mrt or causeway point will know
there is a store in mrt that sells lots of different stuff like grocories, cd, accessories and etc..
the huge piece of sticker (graphic is all i do myself) which pasted on window panel at thursday..
was asked to peel out on friday -.- awwwwwww~ so saddddd...!

next week will be damn busy -.- mostly will have OT
because need rush a chicken rice shop which located @ kitchener road x.x
as the client last mintue confirmed to let us do -.- then want us to rush out and install next monday.. so no choice~

my parents going genting on this coming friday which is labour day -_-"
oh ya.. i am currently addicted to Facebook's game "Restaurant City" by playfish :p
its fun hahahaha~

time to sleep le x.x
night all byebye~

2009-04-23T16:33:00.001+08:00

亲爱的茱丽叶

祝你生日快乐!!!

:P muacks

2009-04-19T00:56:00.004+08:00

Update on 12.47pm
eye pain -.- because yesterday played game till 5am~
then morning so many peoples come my house -.- so noisy and wake me up..
i only sleep 6hours, which is not ENOUGH :x hahahaha...

have been thinking of getting a domain for very very long ~.~
because always saw people have their own website.. so envy lor..
don need type blogspot.com behind..
heard from my friend that need to pay around $20 per year...
it is cheap lor... but i still thinking -.-

i mus start to think of my future domain's name :x
(friends: hope u all can give me some suggestions, thanks =P )

qisiwo.com --> my current link
jas-mine.com --> my name -.-
itsjas.com --> copycatted from allen
itsjasmine.com --> copycatted from allen
jasgreentea.com --> this one very funny =x

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Just after work come back home faster bath and get out of my house to meet SB gang for movie(handsome suit) + dinner outing~ went to vivo city and couldnt find the way to cinema.. so i called juju!.. end up she told me everyone at plaza sing's cinema~ i was damn shocked -_-" zzzzzz i go wrong place~ she said she did informed me that they change venue but i completely dont remember.. so i faster take train and go back plaza sing ~.~ lucky haven started yet haha... i am so damn blur!!!!~

after movie, we went walk around at plaza sing to accompany ryuzaki buy long pant as later they all going for ktc at those night club -.- so guys need to wear long pant then can go in... after that headed down to holland village for crystal jade... the xiao long bao is NICE lor... but eat too much will scare -_-" lovehusky went to take cake and we celebrated juju's bday at there :)) after dinner they drive back to DG to dynasty while i take bus home...

so lucky, its the last bus for 65 hahaha~
*end of my post* :))

2009-04-17T12:31:00.006+08:00

some message for steven kor:

i know its hard to forgether.
but all you can do is *IGNORE HER*
even if she call/sms/msn/reply in your blog...
DONT ANSWER OR REPLY!...
you always know she ask those stupid question
and you still want replied -.- hais~

if i were you, i really will ignore her!
dont wish to have any relationship with her!

maybe she will saw my post or maybe not?
but who cares.. its my blog =P i want type what also my problem!
HAHAHAHAHAH~

help to vote for my nephew:
http://kittymall-contest.blogspot.com/2009/03/baby-02.html
u will need a gmail account to login..
OR login into ur blog acc if you have it..
then click the above website,
click "post a comment" = cast a vote
(THANKS ALOT =D)

PICTURE OF THE DAY - to end my post haha! =P

(found from friend's facebook)

2009-04-16T13:42:00.001+08:00

going to share a stupid email from a stranger -.-
what a damn broken english he got LOL~
and i cant see the photo he send me because its blocked..
i scare got virus so never unblock -.- haha~
his email: nagam20052001@yahoo.com

work in the city of Hurghada hello love :from :Abdulraheem my
phone: +20193005792 : I want you naked photo of naked or
semi-large size I want her picture isZahir the breast or beautiful delicious
background :Please send Send me a picture to semi-naked or nakedmy
love to the beautiful photo stunt my heart and your sense of Please
send my love to the beautiful photo stunt my heart and my life would I want your
picture of yourself more attractive and beautiful and I am sure you are very
beautiful and very beautiful, literature and mutual respect and I You are the
woman I respect very, very personal and I am a romantic one. I am from Egypt and
now living in EgyptHe told 29-year This is the name of Emily Special: nagam20052001@yahoo.com I call God, we
Ntkabl face to face we meet Whether Ntmch on the Nile Corniche and I Habiba Ante
my heart. Send me a picture to semi-naked or nakedYou also want your phone
number. I want to hear your beautiful voice is more beautiful than the Curlew. .
Please contact your telephone youLoving loyal friend you: Abdulraheem

this will be my update for today =x haha!!

2009-04-14T10:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, went out with dad to meet a malay client with his chinese wife o.o

his wife is damn arrogant -.- i nearly cant stand it but i still gonna bear with it -.-

even my dad also cannot stand them... don wish to do their business :x

after that went back home to fetch mummy and little nephew :)

little nephew this few days kept having fever =.=everyone so worried..

so my parents bring him to my godparents house

to let them see.. so they use those little needle to poke on his body to squeeze those black blood out to make his fever recover faster -.- i saw my nephew kept look at me crying and also cannot stand it =.= because i don dare look at him.. i scare i will cry also -.-

*heart-ache*

after that bring him to his granny house..

and we go home to prepare for "jia toh"

reached home around 11pm plus and play steps awhile before went to bed :)

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let me post abit about last sat :D

actually SB outing on last sat is a early surprise for saksak's 22th birthday..
there were around 42peoples attended this outing.. the largest outing in SB for now :)hahah... enjoy all the laughter whenever with them.. somemore got to meet my juju :P

i never thought she can be so crazy as me sia... =.=

and boz papa, stop bullying me!! ROAR.... i got juju, pris and dolp as bodyguard :x hehe!

heres a group photo of SB outing :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYNN SIS @ 12 Apr
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAKSAK @ 13th Apr

may you two be happy always :)

2009-04-11T09:24:00.006+08:00

i am here to update since i am free from work today :D

have been busy last few weeks because of a new coffeeshop @ tanjong pagar..

its located at 2nd storey of the tanjong pagar plaza.. coffeeshop name is Foodlink Epress :)

oh ya.. my boyfriend brought a MAGNUM 2gb thumbdrive for me :P

SO CUTE!!!!! hehehe~ thanks....

later evening gonna meet SB-ers for dinner at sakura international buffet @ orchard..

after dinner mostly will follow them to ktv as well :D

finally i can meet my lovely dolp, pris and a new friend name juju xp

haha!!

woow~ my steps finally level 24 after yesterday!! gonna become level 25 too~ so i can be a trainer :P waiting for tomorrow to level.. today sure no time touch steps -.- sadddd*

my blogshop no business :(( sadd also~ hais!

if before 30apr still no response then i will close -.-

i shall end here ^^ tata!

2009-03-31T08:44:00.000+08:00

Just started a BlogShop :D

DO COME VISIT MY SITE FOR ALL KINDS OF TAIWAN SPREES!!!!

http://happy-sprees.blogspot.com/

Thanks!!!!

2009-03-30T13:00:00.004+08:00

recently started to play a new online game call "STEPS ONLINE"
its a music game like auditionsea =) included chinese and english songs!!
so goodd.... hahaha~ just that i think the graphics is not so good as audition =)
yesterday almost playing half day of that.. then at night when sleeping.. finger pain -.-

Website: www.steps.com.sg

Profile of my Char:
In-Game-Nick: 夜雨の沁JAs
Level : 13 (for the moment)
Club: 夜雨の天空

=( nowaday everyday locked myself at home..
couldnt get out until i got money =.=
sorry dolp :( didnt mean not to join u for ur outing...
sayang*

2009-03-24T11:55:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday,
went to meet up with some stoics guildmate to celebrate queenie, nic and gab birthday @ the cathay's astons specialtise for dinner... me and cindy brought a huge tortoise for queenie while bear brought a swensens ice cream cake for the three of them :))

after dinner, meet up with boy then we headed to plaza sing to play some UFO Catchers :x
too bad -.- no luck.. wasted $4 on it :x but the stitch and scrump is SO CUTE!!!..
hahaha.. after that went back home with boy :))

Last Sunday and Monday,
no work as my parents went malaysia..
so rot at home with boy and sisters they all :x
nothing much to mention at here.. hehehe!

Happy birthday to QUEENIE DEAR :D

i am so inlove with the twilight movie!!!
Edward Cullen so handsome :x

2009-03-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday,
SB Outing day :)) didnt went to dolps's supreme court outing because i am working... but i meet them for dinner at mad jack cafe in pomo centre.. the foods okay okay only.. i still think astons is way better than them :P hahahhaa... anyway 20plus SB peoples went for dinner !!!!

*i miss astons foods* hahah~

after dinner, we headed down to the cathay for Coming Soon - Thai horror movie.. after movie i wave my hand and said byebye to everyone cause need to go home... help my sisters/brother they all brought mac before taking bus :))

Last Sunday,
morning went to jalan kayu with my family for roti prata :D and went back home to prepare to go my cousin's rom at jurong spring community centre~ frankly speaking, she is so fair and pretty :D so envy hahaha...after that everyone of them went to velo city for vegeterian high tea @ ling zhi, its a treat from my cousin-in-law :)) reached home around 5pm plus and waited for boy to come find me..

Monday - Today,
went out almost whole day with parents and nephew :))
1st : tanjong pagar - meeting with client
2nd : paya lebar - lunch
3rd : bugis cum chinatown - accompany parents buy things
4th: tampines - office fetch eldest sister
5th : tenah merah expo - fetch second sister
6th : bedok res - home sweet home

trying to make entry longer LOL!!!
tomorrow need wake up early for work...
hahaha.. thats all~