i am afraid of sleeping, i miss and love him so much~
but i have a strong feeling that he is avoiding me..
when i asked him, he told me he didnt.. i couldnt stop myself from crying on the phone.. he still care about me when he heard my cries..

Just now holding onto my baby(stitch he gave me) in the living
alone.. thinking of everything, making all sort of negative question like..
"will he still love me? "
" will he still miss me? "
" will he still care about me? "

the most question that comes to my mind is
" will he break off with me? "
i really dunno~ dont even dare to think of the answer!!..

Even yesterday i had a nightmare..
i dont even dare to tell him.. i dreamt of a guy
taking "joss stick" and directly point onto my hand.. and its was
like damn painful and wake me up.. i am scared!! i dont even dare
to sleep now... all i can is to hide my feeling.. but i letting
out here because my bf wont be reading this unless i ask him to..

crying is all i can do for now even though i know,
relationship will have ups & downs

BOY, I STILL LOVE YOU ♥
1month 4days to One Year Anniversary

earlier on went to ajisen for dinner with queenie dear and cindy darling. my office have successful moving to tampines industrial place there on 2 month time~ its behind of tampines safra..