afterall, blog still is the best place for me to vent all my stress..
organised the first oversea trip for them and myself as well...
but why am i the only one worrying over this and that?
why cant everyone just be more cooperative?
in the first place, i am super looking forward for this trip...
but now, i seems to be tired over it because of problems..
i know i am not a good/well-organiser..
i shouldnt have made a decision without asking for everyone opinions..
i know i neglected some of them that is involved in this trip..
i know the way i speak/talk sometime do hurt or make them sad..
but all this are harmfulness.. (i apologised for what i had done/say to them)
Miss A told me i make her 心寒 (disappointed) and 心痛 (heart pain) at times
and tend to 忽略 (neglected) certain people's feelings..
yes i know i am, but did anyone neglected my feelings before?
i just feels like i am always all alone to fight war..
Mr B says i changed into another person.
my temper, attitude and etc changed from the first day he knew me..
i know he dont mean anything, he just being straight forward to me..
did i really changed?
even though i am like a joker/clown when go out..
laughing around with friends..
but i am also a human being too..
i also got my feelings and problems..
i also need care and concern from friends..
(i just hope after this KL trip, everyone will get to know and treasure each other more)
